We took vows. For better or for worse. With the stress of this month we have hit the worst. We have been bickering over nonsense, we are both on the defense, we can't speak without arguing and it is killing me. I feel empty and lonely. I know it will pass, it always does. We fight, we make up. That's how it goes, right?
I am just so sick of the way it's going. I hate arguing. I want to feel like I did on this day.
I think it could be because we have worked 8 days straight and moved the week before that. Maybe some R & R at mama's new place this weekend will relax us, because at this point I don't even want to talk to him. Today I said something about a light and he thought I said "fight" and got all defensive. I honestly think he is slightly depressed. I pray this ends soon.
Sorry this post was heavy.
